Amazing Triumphs

WOW
today we find ourselves in different positions because we are hitting milestones. I finish my 2nd Masters in Feb and Eli will mid year 2015. He's worked so hard on his education I'm so proud f him. I recently have felt in a major sandbar..stuck and sinking!  All you river rats can relate.
Today a mile over came me that no only is my husband retiring in 22 days that our daughter returns to school in 5 days and I needs to get my ass going and get that dream job.  My husband doesn't know this but in my heart of hearts I want him to enjoy his life, i' so career driven and so motivated to rock the world, I hope someday I can turn around and take care of him.

This week has been hard for me, I've come home crying and disturbed from certain things I've encountered.  He comes around an makes stupid ass but funny as hell jokes to take my mind off of the heart breaking conundrum I was challenged with.  Oh my ........even if the joke was not ok, he's amazing to me to have the focus to help me get through what I was going through. He's fabulous.

With eli retiring this year from a job that has "controlled" him for 21 yrs he has to adapt to civilian life and it's going to be challenging.  However, at the same time Eli is a very determined man and will focus on his priorities and his skills and work towards that

2914 and 2015 are going to be gift and successful years., I just feel it.