I remembered tonight the many nights I cried wondering who I am and what direction I need to go in. I fell in love a million times from the age of 11 and up...I experienced things that I would die if our daughter lightly threaded.
However our daughter cried to me tonight about challenges that shes experiencing and I was NOT prepared for. I found my self putting my therapist face on rather then the parent ......
why I did this is because I know the parent in me would be no good to do....the therapist in me would be better. Inturn, this is very detrimental to my relationship with my daughter because I cannot be her therapist and parent at the same time.....I am in a "conflict of interest" situation.
The more I thought about all of the stuff I'm starting to go through I think about who I and what brought me to this...who and what pushed me to direct to behavioural health .........well I'll tell you
I give KUDOs to the Dana Harrison who laughed at me because I bumped into a car to avoid getting beat up, I now sit on a Anti-Bullying task force. As well as Jennifer Vanswearingons who forced me to be a better person and not bulling and degradation.
I thank the Science teacher who was willing to give more then 5 minutes of his time and I am sorry I do not remember your name. The Shelly and Shawn Lamere who hated me to the ends of the earth, I read alot and found that you've both become amazing individuals.
But most of all, who loved me then liked me then hated me and who knows what was next....the most amazing woman I would love to give tribute to is Kris Reynolds. May she rest in peace....I get it.........it was the times.
I thank the following amazing women and Men
Jennifer Evens
Melanie Dodge
Trina Northey
Stephanie King
Lori Martin
Daniel Ranier
Shawn Erickson
Dani Case
Robert Poppleton-10 folds
who made a difference in my life to some huge aspect that made me who I am today. There is no way I could of done with without you. Melanie you are my one and only..........
you complete me.:0))))..........
Deana.......
